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            Sometimes in life, fear creeps in. Fear of failure, fear of rejection, afraid to step out from our lil comfortable box. Sometimes, we dun dare to take risk. We dun dare to try what we’re not familiar with. Just like Joshua. A man that places his faith in His God. When everyone says it was impossible for them to conquer the land, Joshua n Caleb came back with a positive report. I truly believe that this generation of youths are chosen by God to claim the promise land. I dun want to be like the grasshoppers but I want to be strong n courageous like Joshua!!

            Recently, I started listening to Jeremy Camp’s album. One song that encourage is this one, “ Trust In You”. He has a interesting biography. He’s not just any ordinary Gospel singer, he tells bout his life story. How God moved in his life. With the departure of his beloved wife, he became stronger. It keeps let me reflect, sometimes v just fail to realize our wrong doings. Sometimes, God needs to use certain thing to wake us up…

                                                 Trust In You  - Jeremy Camp

                                              When I can’t see You I know You’re there

                                            When I can’t feel You I will not fear

                 I will trust in You and I will not be afraid

When the battle is close at hand

                Though You’re with me and help me stand

               I will trust in You and I will not be afraid.

I will not be afraid

I will not be afraid

I will trust in you

I will trust in you

I will trust in you

When the darkness is close at hand

And I‘m running against the wind

I will trust in you and I will not be afraid.

When I’m standing upon that shore 

All the battles I’ve gone before

I will trust in you, and I will not be afraid.

'Cuz I will not be afraid

I will not be afraid

I will trust in you 

            Being a biology student is the best. After rat dissection came plant project, where we have to collect 25 specimens of plants, pressed it and name them. So my group and I were bz finishing the project. Some of my frens have to go to their neighbor’s home n ask them permission to pluck the plant. Running over to shopping mall n getting flowers…

           Recently, I did something that I’ve never done before. Coz I’m a History Maker!! ..hehehe… To some people producing a 1500 words essay is no big deal. As for me, it’s my first time. I did it on the conservation  of the indigenous culture of M’sia. Sating why it is worthy to b preserve. I tot it would b great to join a essay competition. I did some research on the topic, stayin back in the library n reading books. Through this essay, I guess I had an experience on how assignments in uni is done. The hardest part was putting the info into sentences n the word target. Thank God my essay was selected by the teachers to send to the competition. Now, all I can do is hand it to the hands of the panel judges. Hope that they like what they read..

        HM camp 2006 is juz 2 weeks away. Now, we truly see how God moves. I’m really excited to see what God has installed for us. It’s gonna be a great time with our Awesome God as well as the fellowship. Imagine 120 ppl gathering together with one purpose in mind – meeting with the King of Kings.

 The year of the Dog has Come!!

 For me the New Year celebration has come n gone. No doubt that the first few days of CNy was fun. Four car load of ppl went around Ipoh doing visitation, going all the way as far as Pangkalan to Bercham!! Took us two days to visit 12 houses. First day, the leaders of HM went n visited each other places, special guests all the way from KL came n joined us, Jonathan Tse n his frenz. Second day, when to few houses, ate lots of food. Boy! HM member’s mom really can cook. Still remember the tasty n delicious pizza Wen jin’s mom baked, the smell of morzarella cheese n BBQ toppings. Not a single bit of aunties pizza could be compared to what I’d prepared for them when they came to my house….hehehe…

          Family. This year’s CNY celebration was a bit quiet in my family. My aunt went to Singapore, my third aunt stayed back at her in-laws place. So in my house there were only me, my mom n my mom’s brother ( my uncle). Even though there wasn’t a lot of family members wit me, but I still treasure the time I spent with my wonderful mom.

         All Celebration is over for me now. Back to school means back to STPM countdown. This week, the week after the long week break was busy. It seems like everyday I’ve to stay back either for tuition classes or spend time doing my homework in library. For the pass five days, I only reach home around 6pm. Very tiring!! Not a lot of time left, STPM will soon crimp in.

      Through all these busy schedule, I manage to find time to be with my Lord. I try my best to wake up 20 mins early b4 school n spend time reading the Bible n praying. Today was our CF meeting. By the power of prayer, God answered it, and there were 9 new comers. God is awesome!! Never fail to amaze me how God works. After CF, there was a gathering of all Cf comm in Elim Church. I took quite a while to decide whether to walk there with my frenz. At the end I’m glad I went. When we reach Elim, they have di started worship. During worship, u di can sense the presence of the Lord in the room. I took that moment to pray n reach out to God. Indeed He has restored my flame, renewed my mind n spoken to me. He is a personal God who takes care of each n every question, problem we face. You must willingly offer these problems to Him and He direct, show u the path.

        I will never fail to live each day for my Lord. How bout u?